You Can Be the First Reader of "The Journey of The Jewel" Here's How!

My dear friends,

Amazing summer days we're having. The energy is almost unrelenting in wanting us to let go. I continue to write "The Journey of The Jewel".I have reached the 2/3 mark in completing my book. I, myself can only write if I surrender to the energy of love.

I am excited about what's becoming of the book. A former coach of mine said, that this book will take me many places. I want that the book support me in my future projects. I was collaging today, and it came through powerfully my intention to help children trust in their inner guidance through connecting in nature. There is still more information coming after the Aug. 6th eclipse, so I'm holding off on declarations about my upcoming service to humanity.

"The Journey of The Jewel" will answer questions like these...

How did I manage to complete my almost 3 year journey, often being without money? What did I learn about my relationship to the Invisible Realm? How did I manage to book myself in the Algeciras cultural center, where not even the locals manage to get in? What role did my space cat, Principe, play in my story? How did the raging fire manage to spare the buildings on the ranch,yet burn everything around them? What were my walks in the night on the lonely winding road, all about? What was the divine vision I had for humanity, in my altered state in the desert? How did I manage to make the exodus from the Moroccan Sahara to the coast, 500 km away, without food and money?

A page of my story is published in the book which was released this June, "Bee-ing Attraction: What love has to do with business and marketing?" by Jan Stringer and Alan Hickman

My stories spellbind the reader. I write in guided flow. My intention is to inspire the reader to trust in the Invisible Realm and to be uplifted.
There are many myths we have lived by, through our schooling. These myths get dissolved. Time and time again, the reader sees evidence of the miraculous. Wonderful blessings surface out of nowhere. If you love Paolo Coehlo's "The Alchemist" or Elizabeth Gilbert's "Eat, Pray, and Love" you will love my story. My story appears almost surreal in some parts, and yet it was all real. The more connected we are to the Invisible Realm, the more surreal the life around us seems.

I am inviting you to be one of the first to receive "The Journey of The Jewel" which will be published in September 2009!

I would love for you to support me by being the one to purchase one or more copies of my book in advance. I am selling copies of my book at $20 a copy.

For people who purchase 3 copies or more, I am offering a special BONUS, which is reflective of a special gift I have of putting the healing energy into inanimate objects. You will receive a stuffed animal decorated with a crystal necklace. You will be astonished that the animal you receive was just the one for you!

It is very simple to participate!
1. Email me about your intention to participate anniesherwood@yahoo.com2. State how many copies of my book you want to purchase for a book delivery date in September 2009.
3. Send me a personal check for the number of copies of the book you desire. You can also send a direct deposit to my account. (I'll send you the acct.no.)

You can make the check out to:
Homer Sherwood
and mail to:
Annie Sherwood
21 Dellforest Court
The Woodlands, TX 77381
USA

4. I will send you a receipt for your purchase by email.

In September 2009, when the book comes out, I will have it shipped to you,
and will include The Surprise Stuffed Animal, for those of you who order 3 copies or more.

I thank you for your loving support and interest in sharing my gifts and talents with all of you!

Many hugs,
Annie Linnea Sherwood
jewelbeams@comcast.net
anniesherwood@yahoo.com
281-853-5455 (cell)

Eclipse Times

The eclipse takes place on Wednesday, July 22nd in India from 5:30 AM India Standard Time, has its maximum effect at 6:21 AM, and ends at 7:19 AM. Since the times can get confusing because of the international dateline, here are some for reference:

India - Wednesday 5:30 AM to 7:30 AM... Read More
Universal time - Wednesday Midnight to 2:30 AM

London - Wednesday 1 AM to 3:30 AM
Rome - Wednesday 2 AM to 4:30 AM

New York - Tuesday, 8 PM to 10:30 PM
Chicago - Tuesday, 7 PM to 9:30 PM
Denver - Tuesday, 6 PM to 8:30 PM
Los Angeles - Tuesday, 5 PM to 7:30 PM
Honolulu - Tuesday 2 PM to 4:30 PM

Link to explanation of the solar eclipse by Nasa scientist:
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2009/07/090720-solar-eclipse-july-22-missions.html

Truly Loving Communication: Helping to Heal the Planet

Is there a part of you that holds back from speaking your Truth?
Are you afraid of what the consequences will be?
Is money, security and/or fame part of the reason why you still keep silent?

1. For people who are in relationships where you feel that people are truly
past or potential abusers, I can only say from my own experience,
it is better to let them go. Let them go quietly with a few words that will
not disturb their fragile state.
Separate from them.
Let them go by lying on the earth, and releasing their energy back into
mother earth's core. Let Her take care of them. It is beyond what
you came to earth to be in service.

2. For family members with whom you still must collaborate for being in service,
Just be love for them. Keep pointing them back to the positive. Acknowlege them.
Find a way to laugh with them. Surprise them.
Watch for which conversations you want to allow.
Hold your light within. If you must set a boundary, do it quickly, practically, saying what you will
permit and what you will not. Leave out all meaning or make wrong.

3. For people with whom you feel a level of trust in that both of you
hold responsiblity for the words spoken and the words received:

Almost all of us passed through the phase of life of very confusing
and complicated strategies for survival.
We became so analytical about how to be in relationships,
sometimes not realizing that we were still trying to control outcomes.

We defaulted to being nice, and this can be counterproductive,too.

If you feel hurt or invalidated by someone,
and perhaps it has been a consistent pattern;
If you disagree, and you feel it is important to speak your Truth,
communication is important, for helping to heal our planet.

We can help one another wake up.

First ask yourself,
"Why am I upset, truly?"

Look at what your concern or upset is.

Then ask yourself, " What "being" do I want for myself? (before speaking
to this person)

(because only you can give yourself a better feeling state of being,
and part of it IS communicating to the other)

Once you feel the shift inside to being love,
and you are clear that your intention is for healing...
(even though you may be feeling lower emotions of frustration, resentment,anger)

Reach out to the other person.
Ask them to take some time with you for loving communication.
Before you begin,
Light a candle, place some flowers, or burn some incense to set your intention.
Take 10 minutes to sit quietly to breath
Invite the Invisible Realm to help you communicate with love.

The conversation can go something like this...
The words will flow from your declaration of "being"

As you come together:

"Will you create an intention with me of "Healing" in our relationship?

"I would like for you to listen to what I have to say.
I promise to speak from I. I take responsibility for feeling better
in this situation, and part of it, is by letting you know how I feel
and what I want, what works for me and doesn't work for me.
Please listen without comment or judgement.

"Then, I invite you to speak from your experience and I will listen
without comment or judgement."

"When we finish, let us speak about what we appreciate about each other,
each one listening attentively without comment."

(For people with whom you feel ready, invite them to pass five minutes in silence gazing
into each other's eyes.)

with great love, Annie

Why I Threw the Millionaire Book into the Trash

On a walk this morning, I met a cheerful African/American
man with his two dogs. He was wearing a tee shirt with
Big Bend National Park on the front. I asked him if I could greet his dogs.
"Did you go to Big Bend I asked?"
"Yes, he said,"
"Isn't it amazing being in the wide open where there
is nothing but you and nature? One becomes very clear what
is nature out there. Here people are pretending it's nature."
I tell you what...
We're not going to be able to import food much longer. People think
they have their careers. They don't realize that soon we will all
have the same career, gardening."
The man listened and chimed in, "People don't wanna get their hands dirty."

"There's nothing like a homegrown tomato on my sandwich!" He spoke with experiential knowledge.

We departed as the sun became more intense and as I
continued my walk under the canopy,
"Why I Threw My Millionaire Book in the Trash"
popped into my head. I knew I was to write about it.

I think you understand why I threw the book in the trash.

Are you listening to what is wanting on mother earth?
When you go out in nature, what is the message you hear,
as drought spells stretch for longer periods,
and more irrigation,
and less oil production,
and more carbon in the air?

Are you listening to what is wanting to happen?
What is mother earth asking of you?

She is training us to wake up and listen to our deepest
inner messages. We won't be following a 9 to 5.
We won't be doing things for money.
We will be responding to the needs of people(including yourself!) and mother earth,
and taking care of our communities.

What is mother earth telling you?
to put on your suit and make one hundred more speeches about money?
wheel and deal and scheme?

What is all this scheming about how to make a million dollars?

In reality there is no scheming.
In reality there is no money.
There is only the divine energy in her many forms.

Anyone who thinks about money is thinking about money.
Thinking!

Two friends broke their relationship,
after Jenn lent money and agreed that
Adel could repay in payments.
Then suddenly, Jenn wrote a curt email:
"I want all of the money repayed to me now!"
Jenn is a LOA business coach and an intuitive.
Jenn said to Adel one day, "There is someone you
can work for that lives just around the corner."
Adel knew who she was intuiting:
an unlikely prospect for coaching...a very angry man.

All of this for the sake of money.
Manipulation. See how insidious it can be?
We get so sidetracked about what really matters.

We won't be writing many more millionaire books.
Money is fine. It's been a tool we needed and will need, as long as its
part of the game.

meanwhile, MOTHER EARTH IS ASKING YOU TO LISTEN

Following the Male Leader?

We have just a short time, before we enter in to a whole new phase of our lives.
I just found out that I will not know completely what my service to the world is,
until after June 23rd. (sometime after that date) Meanwhile, certain healings were brought forth for us, and will be repeated in the month of June before the solstice.

Recently I noticed that I once again wanted to fall behind the footsteps of a male spiritual leader. Yes, he speaks in a way that invites thought and inspiration.
Yes, he is charasmatic. And no, I don't feel the energy transmitted through him, than I've felt in my own meditations or in the energy vortexes I have been in. I have always asked the divine realm, through ascended masters, to channel the energy to me, as I meditate. I envision some of them with great reverance, to help me draw on the divine energy. I have done this for the last 27 years.

Yesterday, I called my intuitive mentor and pyschic, for clarification in this area and others. She is the one whom I called from time to time as I travelled alone in southern Spain and Morocco, following inner guidance. She is clearly one of my guides to the Invisible Realm.

The message channeled to me: "Don't follow male leaders any more!" I had been getting pieces around this direction throughout my journey, as I would call in to Her through Skype,from sometimes remote regions.

I would first like to ask you what could be the deepest meaning of this message, if you take this to be something to contemplate for yourself,
as we are entering into our Truth big time in these next few months, and anything which does not serve inside of us, will be healed. That is for sure. We are graced with and guided to everything we need to pass through this divine portal. All you have to do is believe so.

What could this channeled message mean?

We know that the male species has the divine presence in his core, awakened or not.
And,,,

I am getting that there is new knowlege for us to have now. It is time to finely tune our understanding and own our own divine goddess presence.

I know for myself, there is still a little bit left of...the princess waiting to be rescued by the prince (since my father was mostly emotionally unavailable to me as a child). From time to time I find myself believing what is coming out of a male authority while shutting down my own Truth. It is uncanny.

In Spain, there was a male friend of mine, who acted as a Gnostic community leader. I would go to his house in the city to speak with him. I was guided there from the very beginning. As I sat there in his living room, and he expressed his opinion, I watched myself hold back from speaking my own Truth, contrary to his! (had been doing this my whole life!) Being in Spain awakened much in me. I was horrified! I let him get away with nonsense and he was speaking about me! I was not so interested in getting political, never have, or defending myself. There is no need to defend anything AND there is a need to speak my Truth! (and from there, one can be very playful about it. Sometimes what is called for is humor. Sometimes sterness. Sometimes a parable.)

So the point of my story is: I learned that I had been denying my own Truth, blocking myself from my own Truth, because of a man I wanted to please.

There is much more unfolding to me about male leaders and it has nothing to do with being against males or being in disgust, or wanting to wage war. And yet there is something very crucial to understand here. It has to do with ME, GODDESS ME. DIVINE GODDESS WITHIN ME.

I would love to hear about your own discoveries, and so I will pause a few days before writing more. I am writing to the GODDESS in you!

with great love, Annie

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Find me on FB! http://ping.fm/rHSWL

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Beeing in the Buzz of Community

I am here in The Woodlands, TX. And it feels like I am in timeless spaces,
and that I am not really here or anywhere, on the ground.
I have the feeling that I am in many places at the same time.
My clear intention is be in quartzlike stillness, natural surroundings,
with loving, like-minded community,
preparing garden beds and helping seed the evolving living community.
At the moment, I am in my father's house.
My mother has already ascended, and the house no longer feels like
her house. It has physical changes, and reflects my father's desires.
I feel comfortable being in our family home,
and as always, delight in my father's presence.

All the noises of civilization are here.
I had a chance to start rewiring my ears on the northern coast of Morocco,
where I could hear traffic and construction sounds.
I am not the same. I am now grateful for my sensitivity to sounds,
for I hear the chirping of a flock of heron in the trees, like never before.
Every animal movement seems to catch my eye.

A person says to me, after I have arrived,
"You'll get used to the noise. You just have to adapt."
And inwardly I say,"I am glad that I am sensitive like never before,
and I get to choose what is next for me, based on my sensitivity,
and I get to choose how to receive the noise that surrounds me at the moment."

I choose an environment where one can hear a few sounds at any given time, and those sounds are natural...human voice or animal or trees swaying in the wind, as examples.

Mother nature has made me be more sensitive, so I could help others to be sensitive. I have always been the catalyst, stepping into something, a new awakening, so that I could help others.

Now, as I sit here in The Woodlands forest, in a protective embrace,nearby the traffic roaring steadily on the busy road, I create my new reality.

Deep in my bones, and coming from deep in my stillness...is the voice..."Now is the time for people who are ready, to start uniting in like-hearted communities and plant seeds. Now is the time for planting gardens.

Meanwhile I notice a transfixed gaze by people in the airports, the restaurants, and in my own family's home, on the news. Obama, Obama, Obama. Fix it. Fix it. Fix it.
I sense a frozeness, asleep at the wheel. The general public's feeling sensation of the new world we are moving into, is still in frozen state. Afraid to make a move. Afraid to knock on people's doors and invite them over for a new conversation about local community. It is the same in Morocco and Spain. An inertness by the majority. I just make note of this.

I invite the people to join together, who sense what I am sensing...a wonderful window of opportunity for what we always dreamed of creating. The time is here.
Communities of Creative New Thought. Communities that actually have physical structures and land, and begin by connecting to mother earth: digging and nurturing and harvesting, in harmony with her rythms, in harmony with one another. Communities who self rely upon their own resources.Communities where people are doing what they love to do, and with people with whom they want to be with.

It is time for starting food gardens. The bells are chiming! It is time! It is NOW!HURRAY! It is time for starting new hives of bees and meadows of wild flowers.

I rely upon others for the practical knowlege of these new projects. My specialty is in bringing people together, and helping them connect to their own truth and to the truth of the community. I help communities create their Beeing, their true alignment in harmony and synchronicity with the universal energy. Part of creating that new Beeing is sweeping out the part that no longer serves. Healing is my other specialty. I can heal people of the lower vibrations of the past, given their willingness. From the creation of the new Beeing and identity of the community, I help the community to launch into inspired actions and structures to support this.

I invite others to join with me to be a Symphony of Mad About Beeing Community Alchemists! I am writing my attraction plan today for people who want to join me in forming a Consortium for Supporting the Creation of New World Communities. And I will post it in my next blog. I also invite you to read Hilarious Hillary's new column, www.hubpages.com/hub/hillarys-fifth-dimension-encounter, and you will receive a lighthearted model of the power of creating Beeing, through the story of Encounters with Moroccan Policemen.

Can't wait to meet you. You can contact me at anniesherwood@yahoo.com or call me, Annie Sherwood at 281-419-6707 in the USA, for a conversation about starting a new community!

Coming Home to Birth Family

A Picture of Homer, my Dear Dad

Hello Everyone,

Those of you who know me...
Can you imagine, I have been away from the US for 2 1/2 years,
and until a week ago, I was feeling that I would continue
my voyage along the western coast of Africa.

Every so often, after a major turnabout in the celestial energetic
realm, such as with an eclipse,
we receive new information that we didn't have before.
And we can make a sudden turn around.

After the second eclipse this month,
I was hit with a lightnening bolt, to stir up some deeply unresolved emotions,
emotions that were only trying to tell me something,
and it came through my Dad...
when I called him, one of his first questions was..
"Are you making money yet?"
And in the past, I would hold up my reflector and bounce it away from me,
and this time, I felt emotions welling up,
and then the feeling like...
"no matter how hard I try, it seems I don't get anywhere with progress on my project."
"It seems like everytime I want to get started, I have to move again."
And this happened throughout my childhood, picking up and moving, over and over, so I can easily get sucked into this story.

And so, as I sat alone in this quiet apartment on the Moroccan coast,I wrote this to a friend, hoping to get some clarity about where I am keeping myself stuck.

I can say this...I am really good at living on little money and attracting all of my resources wherever I go, even when I am in the remote Sahara. You might have been reading my articles about my adventures.
See my latest about Hillary Hotcakes at http://hubpages.com/hub/Hillarys-Intuitive-Crossing-to-Africa
Well, it is amazing. There is never anything wrong with me or you. Do you know what I mean. And in this situation, I found myself feeling frustrated for about 24 hours, trying to keep my vibration high, and not feeling so great. And it is simply not true, that "I don't seem to get anywhere or make any progress." That is just a fabrication. There are no interpretations allowed, about our lives, so don't listen to them! I have been here in Spain and Africa, out of following my inner guidance. It is through this time that I burned through blocks and developed my intuitive sense much more deeply. It has been a remarkable time and I already feel very nostalgic.

And, I am committed to focusing on the present. Thank goodness for friends and mentors who thought partner with me, and some who channel divine messages to me. For hidden from my view, yet awaiting my discovery, was my heartfelt desire to rejoin with my tribe again, my people of the USA, and work together to facilitate the creation of the new world as we dream it.

Being in the physical presence of like-minded people has been the missing for me for most of the journey. And this is the most important ingredient for my life, is loving,divine feminine spiritual community.

I am coming back to the United States on February 24th! And my father, sister, and brother couldn't be happier right now. I will begin by spending time with my dear father in The Woodlands, Texas. And from there, I'll let you know what I'm dreaming of. I am so excited.

I am also happy to be somewhere where there is always food in the kitchen. I must tell you that. As much as I have learned from being without certain things at certain times, I am happy for the times ahead where I can open up the refrigerator and pull out whatever I need for creating a wholesome meal.

And now I can say that the tools I have learned for attracting what I need, even in the Sahara desert, really work! Yes, there were days when I had no food until I attracted food. That was part of the game. I opened up my gratitude bank, big time.
And I learned to communicate with the divine throughout the day, asking help for exactly what I needed. I saw the immediate results of keeping my vibration really high...light and joyful, from a still place.

I would like to share more stories with you in the future, just for the sake of giving you a lift, when you need it,,,just the way I got a lift, at times. All the people that read my blogs have already had plenty of training in transformational tools, haven't we?

A reconfirmation is helpful at times, especially now that Neptune is influencing us with getting pulled into an illusion, quite easily. And this is going on for some years, as I understand it.

I invite to read my Hilarious Hub page! and at the bottom you will find a nice surprise!

LIGHT ORBS AMASS WHERE THERE IS CHANTING

I must always give credit to the divine ascended masters, that these light orbs appear. I am the instrument through which the divine beings can create their magic. It is clear that if I "tried" to do it, it would not happen. It is merely by the mysterious ways of the divine energy. So I remain simple, grateful, and joyful that I can participate in this miraculous life in partnership with the divine.

The Light Orbs have only appeared in my photographs in the last year. I first discovered them by chance, when I was walking on the ranch at sunset, almost darkness. I had no idea about light orbs, yet I knew that the 5th dimensional light frequency that my intuitive mentor, Zoe Jarboe (z.jarboe@sbcglobal.net, call her in Texas for a reading: 281-516-4596. She is very affordable) had now descended. She refers to them as the millions and millions of cupids which have now descended.

As I was walking, I took photos of the beautiful nature in sunset. Then, at one point I suddenly got the urge to burst into chanting the sacred mantras, I know for so many years. During my chanting, the photos I took, revealed the light orbs. In one photo, you see a light shower. It was actually almost nightime, however in the photo I am standing in the middle of a light orb and I call it a light shower.There were other photos I took moments before I started chanting, and the light orbs were fewer or not showing at all.
This is the power of chanting sacred mantras. It has helped me clear out tremendous heavy energy around me and within me, for years and years. This is why my friends named me Enchantress Annie, because I love chanting so much.

You can listen to my first cd of chanting a powerful Sanskirt text, The Guru Gita.
CLICK HERE!

To purchase The Guru Gita CD for only $10.75, Click here!.

Let me know you have purchased The Guru Gita CD, and I will be sending you a free photo cube of my Sahara desert photos, and a picture of me! You will receive it in an adobe file to print and assemble! My email is: anniesherwood@yahoo.com.

By playing The Guru Gita in your surroundings, you are filling your being and your environment with the protection and the stillness of the light! With a big hug, Annie

"My Perfect Pumpkin" Beeing Attraction Plan

(Read my earlier entries for more explanation. This is a "Bee-ing Attraction Plan" I have created now that the signs are pointing to a love partner coming my way to join me on this life's journey. The Bee-ing Attraction Planning Process, created by Jan Stringer at www.perfectcustomers.com is a marvelous way to be clear about what you really want to attract and about who you really are and where you want to go in life. I coach people in how to apply the law of attraction and the other universal laws, in their lives.)Enjoy my attraction plan! It's juicy! I'm feeling a little vulnerable sharing it with you, and it's OK.

MY PERFECT PUMPKIN (is my "perfect for me" mate)

1.Qualities, Characteristics and Attributes of my Perfect Pumpkin

is a Braveheart
loves beauty and respects all of life and mother earth
understands the light energy
lives in abundance and generousity
artistic, paints with me
meditates daily
committed to speaking the truth and expressing his feelings, lovingly
shows his feelings in a responsible way
has sexual chemistry with me
believes in the spiritual realm
positive and pays attention to the positive most of the time
respects my freedom as an individual
gentle and patient with children
less mind, more heart
responsible for his own happiness
receives help, asks for help for the practical and the spiritual
creates from new inspired ideas
loves, respects,and forgives all family members and friends
we make music together
is planning to sail along the western coast of Africa
knows how to construct buildings
shares my interest in creating a crafting and educational community
stands behind me and my work
studies the law of attraction with me, heals past wounds
loves chanting
can't take his eyes off of me
plays and teases with me
pursues me with an intense desire to be at my side
he adorns me with flowers
strong body, good health
bathes every day
laughs with me
smoke, alchohol and drug free
invites me to dine with him
thinking in a brand new way, ready to start a brand new day


2. What Makes my Perfect Pumpkin Tick is what makes Me Tick!

Awakening into the Light
Joyfully Sharing in Community

3. What do I want my Perfect Pumpkin to expect of me?
~ I recognize him as my perfect mate from the first moment!
~ Beeing Fierless Firefly:
I wander the world, shining my light, wherever my heart is guiding me
I freely express myself in respectful ways
I acknowlege and disagree freely.
I dress in the way that pleases me,honoring where I am,whom I am with
I love unconditionally

~ My vision: I am living on a sailboat starting February, 2009.
My perfect pumpkin and I, and other community sail along the western coast of Africa, starting March 2009.
I eat the most lucious fruits, vegetables, grains,and meats, on a daily basis with my community.
I dress beautifully in handmade clothes and jewelry.
I use healing herbs on my face.
I bathe daily, using oils and salts.
I exchange massages and healing with my community.
I am in complete good health always.
My body is fully functioning and fully flexible and agile in 2009.

My book, "The Jewel Guidebook" is finished and published, for sale on March 1, 2009. My cd, "The Guru Gita" is advertised on 20 different sites by February 28, 2009. To listen to a sample of the cd, CLICK HERE!

I am recording a new cd in Tenerife with David Vassallo and my new community, March 2009.
I am interviewed by Global Abundance Alliance for the year 2009, about my journey following inner guidance, and trusting that all will be provided, with or without traditional money.
I am interviewed by World Puja Network for the year 2009.
I am listening to my divine intuition 100% of the time.
I am meditating and practicing deep breathing 3x a day.
I am in pristine nature, walking, swimming, or listening, every day
I am stitching beautiful designs on soft cotton.
I am painting with my perfect mate.
I arrive in Bali in November 2009. There or nearby, the Jewel Community begins.

~ What I am curious about now:
Being on the sea.
Living in a tall refurbished sailboat.
Living on pristine islands filled with wildlife.
The whales and dolphins.
Chanting in Bali.
Wild plants and herbs and their healing abilities.
Sea kayaking.
Swimming amoungst the fish in the reefs.
Watching the turtles hatch.
Living in a treehouse in the jungle.
Making sacred music with my community.
Painting. The sounds of the ocean. The night sky. Cascades and waterfalls.


4. What is there to improve upon to become more attractive?

All of side 3!

Annie Linnea Sherwood, January 18, 2009

I'm Letting you in on my Secret!

In my earlier blog post, I gave you a recap of the past, so you would understand a little about what I am up to. And I feel that when you read a little about my experience, you will realize you are not alone.

And now...the present!

I am in not-knowing, as I am almost all of the time now, and this time I don't know where I am going, when or how. I am targeting to be in Bali, and I am saying by November 2009.

And then there are the signs from the angels, and there are lots of them. The signs are matching up to the collages I did about three years ago, before I leaped from the US to Europe. I won't mention them just yet. It is easy for the mind to start building stories out of the hints the angels are giving, and I want to stay open to what the angels are really showing me.

What I can do is a Bee-ing Attraction Plan. And what I feel it is time for is an attraction plan for my perfect mate. I am calling him my "perfect pumpkin". I used to call my cat Principe, my "pumpkin" affectionately.(Principe was my divine companion through my journey from Mexico, back to the US, and the two years in Spain. He was the one who cuddled me on cold nights and he helped me hold the promise, until I connected with my full strength to hold it on my own, until a community is born.)

I am so clear that it is the loving relationships which are the most important, for whatever we want to accomplish in life. Relationships that truly support each other in being all that one truly is commited to being.

The "Bee-ing Attraction Plan", created by Jan Stringer at www.perfectcustomers.com, is one of my favorite tools. It calls forth in me, to reconnect to my own truth, and disconnect from the illusions and pressures of what seems to be occuring in the outer world. And this corresponds to one of the most powerful instructions I received from my former beloved Gurumayi, my spiritual teacher: She said to me three times, in 1985: "Don't doubt yourself. Don't doubt yourself. Don't doubt yourself."

I am letting you in on the secret of the day!
My personal attraction plan for My Perfect Pumpkin!
Here it goes...this is what I want NOW!
Do you realize I feel a little vulnerable posting this!

Now, there is something you must know from the start before you read the plan. I am very clear that "I am all that I ever need"(and included in that "I" is the divine masters) to attract everything I need and want. I am already happy and living a very rich and fulfilling life. I love what I do. I love myself completely. It just so happens that the signs are pointing to...now is the time to write the attraction plan. Funny, just ten days ago, I said, "I think I am through with being in romantic relationships."

A New Beginning for the Promise

My promise to the world: A world where people's inner gifts and resources are reflected in community with great love

As I sit here in my friend's apartment in Marina Smir,on the northern coast of Morocco, I reflect on what I envision for the new chapter of my life, which carries the promise of a self-sustaining divinely guided,educational and crafting community: The Jewel Community.

From 2006 until Oct 2008, I lived my life in Spain, as though the community would begin there. Then came the day, when Zoe, my intuitive mentor, told me it was time to move to a completely new area. Through thought-partnering with Jan Stringer, I realized that I was going to the Moroccan Sahara desert. I had been curious about the life in the desert, especially the Sahara, for years and years. I thought that was where I was going to create the community.

The divine had a different purpose for me there. It was there that I completed lifetimes of living as an enslaved woman, a woman who was trapped by the cultural practices that she was born into. For a short time, I experienced these circumstances once again. I was protected while I passed through this tunnel. For a while I fell into the illusion that all could work out (and we are under the influence of one of the planets, which causes us to fall under illusion easily, for the next few years), from these circumstances, and then in my last experience, it was all I could bear, for I was not allowed to leave the house without being accompanied, and I had absolutely no personal space. It was then that I called Jan Stringer, to clear myself of this old past vibration which I had attracted.

Once I completed this cycle, I felt ready to move, and to attract a community of people, once again, who are like-minded.

For the last three years, I have lived without credit cards, paypal,and most of the time my bank account has been empty. When I came to Morocco, I had just enough money to reach the desert. I thought when I was there in the desert I would hold attraction gatherings and healing sessions to earn my way. But what happened was, I was not in a space or place to do this work. Part of my clearing out the past was an intense health challenge, which I never once feared for coming back into balance. Once again, I surrendered to trusting the divine and my inner divine guidance.

The day came when it was clear, so clear that I must leave Hassilabied in the desert.
With no money,food,or water, I asked to be dropped on the highway in the middle of the desert. Once again, I could feel the timing, the perfect timing. It was time to leave in that moment when the driver offered to take me from the village. It was an intuitive feeling in my whole being. However as I watched the car drive me further and further out, I felt a fear much larger than I had ever known in years. Zoe had forewarned me that there was to be a fear and I was to step through it.

I tell the story of how I travelled 500km from the desert to the coast of Morocco, where my friend offered her apartment for me to rest and regroup. I travelled without money, except for a few dirham that were handed to me. I travelled safely without begging. I relied upon the guidance of the divine masters.

I am writing my book,"The Jewel Guidebook: a lighthearted toolkit for living in the new world" and I am including my journey from the Sahara to the northern coast of Morocco, as an example of how to follow inner guidance. Many have told me, that I am the catalyst. I am the one to experience the new way of living, and show the way to others.before the others.

When I saw the Dalai Lama a few years ago, he spoke about the importance of people getting connected to their own values and inner gifts. He said religion no longer works. One of my jobs is to live the experience of the new way, so I can be a light for others. The new way is living by following my intuition, following inner guidance, and asking for help from the divine masters.

Now I rest here in a western style apartment across the boulevard from the old world of the Sofitel, and the marina,and the mediterranean. I am grateful for this haven, while I regroup,recoup,and connect!