Coming Home to Birth Family

A Picture of Homer, my Dear Dad

Hello Everyone,

Those of you who know me...
Can you imagine, I have been away from the US for 2 1/2 years,
and until a week ago, I was feeling that I would continue
my voyage along the western coast of Africa.

Every so often, after a major turnabout in the celestial energetic
realm, such as with an eclipse,
we receive new information that we didn't have before.
And we can make a sudden turn around.

After the second eclipse this month,
I was hit with a lightnening bolt, to stir up some deeply unresolved emotions,
emotions that were only trying to tell me something,
and it came through my Dad...
when I called him, one of his first questions was..
"Are you making money yet?"
And in the past, I would hold up my reflector and bounce it away from me,
and this time, I felt emotions welling up,
and then the feeling like...
"no matter how hard I try, it seems I don't get anywhere with progress on my project."
"It seems like everytime I want to get started, I have to move again."
And this happened throughout my childhood, picking up and moving, over and over, so I can easily get sucked into this story.

And so, as I sat alone in this quiet apartment on the Moroccan coast,I wrote this to a friend, hoping to get some clarity about where I am keeping myself stuck.

I can say this...I am really good at living on little money and attracting all of my resources wherever I go, even when I am in the remote Sahara. You might have been reading my articles about my adventures.
See my latest about Hillary Hotcakes at http://hubpages.com/hub/Hillarys-Intuitive-Crossing-to-Africa
Well, it is amazing. There is never anything wrong with me or you. Do you know what I mean. And in this situation, I found myself feeling frustrated for about 24 hours, trying to keep my vibration high, and not feeling so great. And it is simply not true, that "I don't seem to get anywhere or make any progress." That is just a fabrication. There are no interpretations allowed, about our lives, so don't listen to them! I have been here in Spain and Africa, out of following my inner guidance. It is through this time that I burned through blocks and developed my intuitive sense much more deeply. It has been a remarkable time and I already feel very nostalgic.

And, I am committed to focusing on the present. Thank goodness for friends and mentors who thought partner with me, and some who channel divine messages to me. For hidden from my view, yet awaiting my discovery, was my heartfelt desire to rejoin with my tribe again, my people of the USA, and work together to facilitate the creation of the new world as we dream it.

Being in the physical presence of like-minded people has been the missing for me for most of the journey. And this is the most important ingredient for my life, is loving,divine feminine spiritual community.

I am coming back to the United States on February 24th! And my father, sister, and brother couldn't be happier right now. I will begin by spending time with my dear father in The Woodlands, Texas. And from there, I'll let you know what I'm dreaming of. I am so excited.

I am also happy to be somewhere where there is always food in the kitchen. I must tell you that. As much as I have learned from being without certain things at certain times, I am happy for the times ahead where I can open up the refrigerator and pull out whatever I need for creating a wholesome meal.

And now I can say that the tools I have learned for attracting what I need, even in the Sahara desert, really work! Yes, there were days when I had no food until I attracted food. That was part of the game. I opened up my gratitude bank, big time.
And I learned to communicate with the divine throughout the day, asking help for exactly what I needed. I saw the immediate results of keeping my vibration really high...light and joyful, from a still place.

I would like to share more stories with you in the future, just for the sake of giving you a lift, when you need it,,,just the way I got a lift, at times. All the people that read my blogs have already had plenty of training in transformational tools, haven't we?

A reconfirmation is helpful at times, especially now that Neptune is influencing us with getting pulled into an illusion, quite easily. And this is going on for some years, as I understand it.

I invite to read my Hilarious Hub page! and at the bottom you will find a nice surprise!